well...
i really dont know what to say..
i mena, im no longer trusted amonst my family..i cnat go home after school..i have to go to my gay ass grandmas house. every day after school. until, i find my keys..that i misplaced oin the couter..like 7 days ago. i have no idea how they are gone...its weird. so yea...im pissed off...
that, and i got turned down when i asked kellyu out..gawd..
eh, what ever. its a big deal...."theres other fish in the sea" so everyone says. (which btw..thats really gay) and not to mention..how she said no. "jonny, i only like you as a friend. nothing more. only as a friend. ok. i like another guy..im sorry jonny. really i am." she said that like 10 times in a row, you have no idea how many times i said, "its ok, really..i understand." to her. wow....
and....also
i STILL dont have a date to that gay ass homecoming. that, and...a girl friend, i know i sound desperate. but im not trying to be like that. if a certain some one never told me about a certain thing that she did...we proly still begoin out. but, but its not like any of that really, matters now. since, she moved on just like i did. she likes some other, like somethingth cousin. i have no idea.
oh well.
ill find some one one day, right.
ill proly be the next 40 yr old vergin by the looks of things now...
:/
hmm..what else to say....i havent done this in awhile..
oh yeah.
i think i got blocked by 2 more peolpe..for yet again, a gay ass reason that i wont ever understand. both girls too. well, atleast i wont have to worry about them talking to me or vise versa. right.
soo..yeah......
im really really bored...
the key board that im on is really like tight, its hard to type or even hit the space bar. you gota bang on the damn thing just to get it to space or type..
i have friday off this week, and that guy from the golf club better fucking call me. that, or fucking VGs. i need a job soo bad. i need money...
:/
hmm...yeah...i now know that, i wont ever ask a girl out..UNLESS..for certain io know, that they like me back. i know from past relationships, that none of them..i men none of them...i could ever trust. or rely on...or anything like that. they all pretty much used me. never liked me at all. just wanted to see how far they could get with me, and get out.
like a snap of the finger....
in and out.
fast relationships..
not one has lasted longer than about 2 or 3 weeks..
thats just horrible..its always the nice guys like me..that get used and treated like shit...and the gangsters and hard asses that get all the girls and can do what they want when they want with any girl they want. at any given time they want..same for them dumb ass punks too. and then wiggers..ive seen nerds with more girls than me....
god....
oh well..ill move on some how...even if i have way to many problems to live with.....
-jon
i mena, im no longer trusted amonst my family..i cnat go home after school..i have to go to my gay ass grandmas house. every day after school. until, i find my keys..that i misplaced oin the couter..like 7 days ago. i have no idea how they are gone...its weird. so yea...im pissed off...
that, and i got turned down when i asked kellyu out..gawd..
eh, what ever. its a big deal...."theres other fish in the sea" so everyone says. (which btw..thats really gay) and not to mention..how she said no. "jonny, i only like you as a friend. nothing more. only as a friend. ok. i like another guy..im sorry jonny. really i am." she said that like 10 times in a row, you have no idea how many times i said, "its ok, really..i understand." to her. wow....
and....also
i STILL dont have a date to that gay ass homecoming. that, and...a girl friend, i know i sound desperate. but im not trying to be like that. if a certain some one never told me about a certain thing that she did...we proly still begoin out. but, but its not like any of that really, matters now. since, she moved on just like i did. she likes some other, like somethingth cousin. i have no idea.
oh well.
ill find some one one day, right.
ill proly be the next 40 yr old vergin by the looks of things now...
:/
hmm..what else to say....i havent done this in awhile..
oh yeah.
i think i got blocked by 2 more peolpe..for yet again, a gay ass reason that i wont ever understand. both girls too. well, atleast i wont have to worry about them talking to me or vise versa. right.
soo..yeah......
im really really bored...
the key board that im on is really like tight, its hard to type or even hit the space bar. you gota bang on the damn thing just to get it to space or type..
i have friday off this week, and that guy from the golf club better fucking call me. that, or fucking VGs. i need a job soo bad. i need money...
:/
hmm...yeah...i now know that, i wont ever ask a girl out..UNLESS..for certain io know, that they like me back. i know from past relationships, that none of them..i men none of them...i could ever trust. or rely on...or anything like that. they all pretty much used me. never liked me at all. just wanted to see how far they could get with me, and get out.
like a snap of the finger....
in and out.
fast relationships..
not one has lasted longer than about 2 or 3 weeks..
thats just horrible..its always the nice guys like me..that get used and treated like shit...and the gangsters and hard asses that get all the girls and can do what they want when they want with any girl they want. at any given time they want..same for them dumb ass punks too. and then wiggers..ive seen nerds with more girls than me....
god....
oh well..ill move on some how...even if i have way to many problems to live with.....
-jon