ughhh. bad night.
i fucking HATE my mom with a passion. shes such a bitch. tonight was the worst night of my life because of her..
she told me i couldnt go anywhere tonight because i had to do my research paper.. and i got like 3 invites to hang out. everytime im home on a friday night alone it ends up being horrible. i end up just sitting and thinking... and always about the negative.. and i thought .. about the negative.. i thought how much i hate myself and my life. how i'm a hopeless romantic.. and thats never going to change..or atleast for now
to make things better.. i decided to work on my research paper.. i got 4 PAGES DONE. FOR JUST ONE SECTION. and what was the result? MY MOM FUCKING SCREAMED AT ME!! saying .. YOU SHOULDVE DONE MORE!!!! AND THAT IT'S NOT GOOD ENOUGH.
fuck that im not good enough to even live anymore. i cant wait till summer where there wont be any of this shit
x Joe
ps- yeah i also wanna dye my hair but i cant because my mom would like go all ninja mom on me.
kbye.