Mar 09, 2011 08:12
today is the first day of lent, ash wednesday. For us god fearing christians, and guilt-ridden catholics especially, we give something up for 40 days. I started thinking about all the stuff i wanted 2 change in my life...and it was a shitload, so I am going to focus on what I feel I can accomplish and what would make the most difference in my life.
1. Stop chasing tail!! When I thought about quitting chasing tail, alcohol, and herbal remedies...I realized I would have absolutely nothing to do! So I am going to focus on my self, being young dumb and full of cum (lol a saying my coach created), enjoying the last few weeks of my presidency, school, learning, and becoming happy with who I am as a person. I am also going to abstain from intercouse for 40 days, to truly test myself.
2. No drop of alcohol will pass my lips for 40 days. More than anything I feel this test would be positive for me in a few ways. I don't like alcohol, but when my friends and i go out I get caught up in the moment, the atmosopher, having fun. I don't drink very much anyways, but i am going to abstain for 40 days. I didn't go out and get tore up last night, but strangely enough I had a sip of alcohol, so that was celebration enough for me.
3. Stay away from da herb. I haven't smoked in awhile but I thought i would throw this one in for good measure, considering I actually enjoy a smoke.
4. No Meat. I have been quasi-vegetarian (weaning away from meat) for awhile, and for about 2 weeks I had no meat whatsoever and i felt really good, had clarity of mind, felt better in the body, etc etc. Lent is the jump I need to go vegetarian (ok pescetarian but either way...)
5. I have pretty much the rest of my shit figured out, really loving where my life is going, where i'm at, and my daily habits. I go to sleep (usually) at or before 10 PM, eat pretty healthy, recovering from my broken hand, have fun but at the same time take care of business.
For my spring break i am driving up to fairfield, iowa, to be with my people...the meditators.