isaiah 40:31

Apr 25, 2008 02:11

Post?
Oh, Wow... It's a post.

Uhm.

I wrapped my theatrical season today in full. I feel proud. It was a good season, a diverse season, a stressful season, and I learned so much. And isn't that the point?

Everyone believes in my craft worlds more that I do. Sue keeps talking about what my next step should be: New York for three years, grad school at Yale Drama or NYU... Playing circuit full-time... Doing TWILIGHT LA for my culmination from the department...

But what if I want a weekend at the Complex for culmination? What if I want Chad and UCLA, or if I want National Theater Conservatory instead of Yale Drama? OR what if I want to go work for Sony Public Relations Team instead of New York altogether?

I don't know what I want long term.
I have lost the ability to think that far along,
OR
I know that God only blesses when we have open hands.

I'm excited for whatever comes next in life.
For now, I enjoy four months without theater.... classes, workshops, scene studies, yes... but no more full plays until "Parole" in October. I'm tired.
Exhausted.

I just want to be a normal 20 year old...
Really, that's all I want.

I am exhausted.
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