you are the perfect drug..

Apr 15, 2004 21:21

today i hung out w. chris. boy's a lovie. just laying on the couch watching my cousin vinny with him makes me extremely happy.

tonight i went to eric allings wake. it was so sad, allison looked so old & beautiful, and whenever her brother started to get upset, she would give him a hug and tell him it was okay. god shes so strong, i just watched her & cried. can you imagine how awful it must have been for her? for all of them? i'd die. my parents were talking about how he was so optimistic the whole time, how he was going to write a book. it seems so unfair to me. why him? why all of them? i dont know, but standing there: looking at all the pictures of him, you could see his smile in his eyes. so maybe i shouldnt judge a persons life by how long or short it is, but how its spent. and i s'pose in that way he was luckier than all of us <3

only one more day and then i can finally breathe again.
my cooch aches. so do my shins. [sigh]
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