Second chance Intro
I have been given a lot of second chances in my life, almost certainly more than I deserve. Because of this, I really thought about why I wanted my second chance in LJ idol, after all I wasn't eliminated by votes but by my own real-life issues and problems. Quite simply put, I had allowed myself to get distracted and simply byed out. However, I came to the conculsion that like other aspects of my life, I was not willing to give up simply because I had made a mistake. My tenacity is what I have relied on most of my life to simply survive things I didn't like or was subjected to. To know me is to often survive me, my temper, and my inability to have a normal relationship with anyone. I often over-react to emotional situations and tend to react with anger rather than face any other feelings. Though I admit that I do give absolutely awesome sincere apologies after. I am complicated, often that word is not enough to encompass who I am and where I want to be going. I want to be an author, I want to own a bed and breakfast, and I want to be happy. Today most of those things aren't going to happen but my hope is one day I will be all three.