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i spent 2 hrs studying and i KNOW i did not process any of that shit into my head. and yeah, now my head is killing me, prolly not cuz of the studying but cuz they finished painting portions of my house and i fucking chose to stay here. ching, wtf was i thinking? so i feel fucking stressed about everything right now. im glad bands nearly over but at the same time im kinda not. im gonna miss alot of people =/ the crush is there as well. hes really great =) i dont think ive ever found a guy like this. i always fall for the stupid retarded guys who are self centered and capable of breaking ur heart and cheating on you and being little bitches and telling u in the end they wanna be with u and ur like fuuuuuuck..... thooooooooose bastards. ugh whatever that other other guy was so0o0o like 5months ago.(but took me for quite an emotional roller coaster for a year and half, fucker....) but yeah anyways i hope i see this *really great guy this weekend...=D