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so im back from San Antonio
it was pretty much OKAY. i went to the Lake with my cuzins and rode jetski's and held on for dear life from a tube being pulled by a speeding boat. i busted my lip landing in the water. worst feeling EVER. i thought i had died. it was fuckin awesome though. lets see, my cuzin and i paint balled his sisters car, but had to wash it, but it was still fun. sucky part, when i went to Sea World i decided that i didnt want sunblock and i got burnt REALLY bad. Like i couldnt even lay down on my back for 2 nites. ugh.
so now im home and i dont wanna be here. too much effin drama here. i think that it werent for my friends, id pack up and move to SA. i mean, my friends were the only reason i wanted to be back home. i find that more and more, i dont get along with my parents. its not normal, believe me. i wish, like everyday, i wish that i can have a normal family where no one could ever fight. cuz when it happens it total gets bad. and i hate it. it gets me so sick.
im really looking foward to being with the girls. u cant imagine how happy i am when im with them. i love them with every bit of love i can hold inside me. they dont realize what they do to me and how great it is having them. i love u guys... katie, alex, steph and abby <333... my best friends and my best friend josh<333 hes like one of the girls cuz he makes me just as happy... and of course all of my other AWESOME friends i have the pleasure of knowing. they dont realize a difference they all make in my life. i love them like they could never imagine, just cuz they are who they are and how they make everyone around them feel, especially me. all my close friends, u know who u are, i love you all.
it was pretty much OKAY. i went to the Lake with my cuzins and rode jetski's and held on for dear life from a tube being pulled by a speeding boat. i busted my lip landing in the water. worst feeling EVER. i thought i had died. it was fuckin awesome though. lets see, my cuzin and i paint balled his sisters car, but had to wash it, but it was still fun. sucky part, when i went to Sea World i decided that i didnt want sunblock and i got burnt REALLY bad. Like i couldnt even lay down on my back for 2 nites. ugh.
so now im home and i dont wanna be here. too much effin drama here. i think that it werent for my friends, id pack up and move to SA. i mean, my friends were the only reason i wanted to be back home. i find that more and more, i dont get along with my parents. its not normal, believe me. i wish, like everyday, i wish that i can have a normal family where no one could ever fight. cuz when it happens it total gets bad. and i hate it. it gets me so sick.
im really looking foward to being with the girls. u cant imagine how happy i am when im with them. i love them with every bit of love i can hold inside me. they dont realize what they do to me and how great it is having them. i love u guys... katie, alex, steph and abby <333... my best friends and my best friend josh<333 hes like one of the girls cuz he makes me just as happy... and of course all of my other AWESOME friends i have the pleasure of knowing. they dont realize a difference they all make in my life. i love them like they could never imagine, just cuz they are who they are and how they make everyone around them feel, especially me. all my close friends, u know who u are, i love you all.