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October 26th 2006
Dear Chuck,
I miss you. Probably even more so now that I know you're actually gone... but I've been missing you. I'm sorry that I didn't get to see you before you left. I'm sorry that I didn't take more opportunities to see you with mom. I really do miss you. I don't know how to react to this. I just want to know that you're fine now, and I want to know that you're in heaven. I really.. really want to know that. I can't even believe it. I'm hoping that any second now mom is going to come back into the room and tell me that she was just kidding, that you've been fine all along. At least now I know that I do have an angel somewhere thinking about me.
I miss you.
I'd feel so much better if I could cry, and I don't understand why I'm not.
Dear Chuck,
I miss you. Probably even more so now that I know you're actually gone... but I've been missing you. I'm sorry that I didn't get to see you before you left. I'm sorry that I didn't take more opportunities to see you with mom. I really do miss you. I don't know how to react to this. I just want to know that you're fine now, and I want to know that you're in heaven. I really.. really want to know that. I can't even believe it. I'm hoping that any second now mom is going to come back into the room and tell me that she was just kidding, that you've been fine all along. At least now I know that I do have an angel somewhere thinking about me.
I miss you.
I'd feel so much better if I could cry, and I don't understand why I'm not.