Sep 10, 2006 10:54
It's only a matter of time before you take me off of your LJ friends list too, so let me just say a few things.
I'm very sorry, baby. You will eventually understand that this was for the best. This didn't happen because I wanted to go to Rachel's birthday party; this happened because there would be tons of other things that I would eventually want to do. I know that you said you could let me do almost anything I would ask for, but I know that's not true. And although you might of, you would be miserable.
I understand that you're probably going to start hearing things from your friends, probably about how horrible of a person I am, or how horrible of a person I'm going to become. Well, I'm not and will not.
I hope that you really don't hate me forever, and I also hope that some day we can eventually be friends. I understand how long it will take for the both of us to get over this, though. But I know it can happen.
I just know that we've both learned at least one thing or another through all of this.
I love you, and I know that you love me. That's why I'm making sure that we're both happy in the end.