Nov 01, 2005 22:29
bah...feel so sick. Lastnight was so terrible. I stayed up for hours having panic attacks. They were the worst panic attacks I've ever had. I was having uncontrollable seizures all night. Today I was so anxious and depressed. Poor Kelly, I called her lastnight and had a panic attack while I was talking to her. She said she was going to come over but I called her back and told her I'd be fine...Which of course I wasn't, I felt like dying. Probably shouldn't be screwing around with shit while I'm off my meds.