randomness

[teenagedowncast]

My back has been in some serious pain for about 3 days now and im sure its swollen..i'm sick of fighting I just want everything to be awesome all the time...I have a beautiful painting in my room now...I'm sick of school...I cant wait to get out of charlotte...I dont want to quit smoking I know what will happen if I keep smoking, but I like it and dont want to quit...I miss taking pictures with my n75...I dont have a religion and im perfectly fine with that although others may not, I dont understand it and dont believe it,having no faith is fine with me....this has been random but thats ok

p.s. i've decided that I hate my hair, no matter what I do to it, i'm going to dye it or cut it more or something i'm just sick of how I look...damn I bitch alot