Entry One
Well, here is the first entry of Confessions of a Teenaged Loser. Basically, I am a loser. I have friends, yeah. Everyone has something or someone that likes them, so no one can’t be really alone. But in the basis of everything, I am, and will always be, a loser. Now, being in my first year of University, I wonder why I would still be a loser. There aren’t really any cliques or anything at the school. Maybe there are some large groups and stuff, and there still are jocks and cheerleaders and so on, but there are so many people at the school that I don’t even see a quarter of them.
Now, reasons why I am a loser are pretty long, but maybe I should fill you in so you’re up to date.
1) Well, I only know say four people, and that’s because I knew them from high school
2) I’m not really well known
3) People are confused that I am in their class, I really don’t know why
4) People don’t really talk to me unless they want to know a question on the lecture (of course they ask “are you in my class?” before they ask this question)
5) I constantly walk into walls. There is really no reason why, I just do it.
6) Well, I sure as hell don’t see people trying to befriend me
7) When I don’t have anything to do, I listen to music
8) When I am by myself I read or listen to music
9) Well, I was basically a loser in high school, so it’s carried on
10) The online journal thing. Yeah I know a lot of people have these things, but I post because I have some strange feeling that maybe my life will look interesting to some other people.
11) I really don’t have an interesting life
12) I actually make to-do lists and stick with them until they are complete
13) I spent the entire weekend cleaning my bedroom
14) I wasn’t asked to clean my bedroom
15) I once cleaned my parents bedroom because I was so bored
16) I don’t really watch television
17) I am taking the time to write this because there is nothing better in my life to do
18) Come on, you know I am one
19) I’ve been called one, and there is always some truth in a joke
20) I read a lot, even though I don’t need to read the book (I know a lot of people do this, but I actually do this for fun on a Friday night)
21) I have an equal number of books as I do CD’s
22) I listen to bands no one knows about, and feel like more of a loser when I get overjoyed that they are having show and no one knows who they are
23) I like Scooby-Doo… always have…always will.
24) I drink juice, milk and water…that’s it
25) I still eat peanut butter and jelly sandwiches
26) I’m not girly at all
27) I’m a girl and a gamer
28) I am not afraid to say what I feel because no one is listening anyways
29) Well, let’s just say I am one
30) No one is probably reading the rest of this yet I am still typing it.
So basically, as you can see, I am a teenaged loser. I am going to be hitting the big one eight next week, and I can’t even think of a birthday wish list because there isn’t anything that I really want. I mean, of course there is, but how can I ask for things they don’t sell in this country? Plus with clothes and everything, when I grow out of them they are going to the poor, like most of my stuff when I don’t need it anymore. If my sister doesn’t take it (older sister by the way… I am a little bigger than her…but like one size bigger) and I can’t give it to any of my younger cousins, it goes to the charity.
I cleaned out my bedroom a few months ago when I re-did it and most of my stuff went to charity. Maybe a bit more than 40% of the stuff in my bedroom actually stayed with me. I don’t even know how I do it… well I mean I know how I do it, but I don’t understand how other people do it. Having so many things and not even needing them. I have maybe four pairs of shoes and find it to be too many.
Anyways, I don’t really know what else to write, but I thought I would just set you into the introduction of me. You can call me Anne for now, even though I don’t know why I say that. Anne.. Not even a name actually, not even my real name, but it’s better than nothing. So yeah, hope you enjoy the rest of my life as far as I can see it.
Now, reasons why I am a loser are pretty long, but maybe I should fill you in so you’re up to date.
1) Well, I only know say four people, and that’s because I knew them from high school
2) I’m not really well known
3) People are confused that I am in their class, I really don’t know why
4) People don’t really talk to me unless they want to know a question on the lecture (of course they ask “are you in my class?” before they ask this question)
5) I constantly walk into walls. There is really no reason why, I just do it.
6) Well, I sure as hell don’t see people trying to befriend me
7) When I don’t have anything to do, I listen to music
8) When I am by myself I read or listen to music
9) Well, I was basically a loser in high school, so it’s carried on
10) The online journal thing. Yeah I know a lot of people have these things, but I post because I have some strange feeling that maybe my life will look interesting to some other people.
11) I really don’t have an interesting life
12) I actually make to-do lists and stick with them until they are complete
13) I spent the entire weekend cleaning my bedroom
14) I wasn’t asked to clean my bedroom
15) I once cleaned my parents bedroom because I was so bored
16) I don’t really watch television
17) I am taking the time to write this because there is nothing better in my life to do
18) Come on, you know I am one
19) I’ve been called one, and there is always some truth in a joke
20) I read a lot, even though I don’t need to read the book (I know a lot of people do this, but I actually do this for fun on a Friday night)
21) I have an equal number of books as I do CD’s
22) I listen to bands no one knows about, and feel like more of a loser when I get overjoyed that they are having show and no one knows who they are
23) I like Scooby-Doo… always have…always will.
24) I drink juice, milk and water…that’s it
25) I still eat peanut butter and jelly sandwiches
26) I’m not girly at all
27) I’m a girl and a gamer
28) I am not afraid to say what I feel because no one is listening anyways
29) Well, let’s just say I am one
30) No one is probably reading the rest of this yet I am still typing it.
So basically, as you can see, I am a teenaged loser. I am going to be hitting the big one eight next week, and I can’t even think of a birthday wish list because there isn’t anything that I really want. I mean, of course there is, but how can I ask for things they don’t sell in this country? Plus with clothes and everything, when I grow out of them they are going to the poor, like most of my stuff when I don’t need it anymore. If my sister doesn’t take it (older sister by the way… I am a little bigger than her…but like one size bigger) and I can’t give it to any of my younger cousins, it goes to the charity.
I cleaned out my bedroom a few months ago when I re-did it and most of my stuff went to charity. Maybe a bit more than 40% of the stuff in my bedroom actually stayed with me. I don’t even know how I do it… well I mean I know how I do it, but I don’t understand how other people do it. Having so many things and not even needing them. I have maybe four pairs of shoes and find it to be too many.
Anyways, I don’t really know what else to write, but I thought I would just set you into the introduction of me. You can call me Anne for now, even though I don’t know why I say that. Anne.. Not even a name actually, not even my real name, but it’s better than nothing. So yeah, hope you enjoy the rest of my life as far as I can see it.