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Hm. Guess a lot has been going on in my life huh? Maybe i should learn to keep some things to myself otherwise some people might just show it others and be like 'Oh My God She is saying something about you on her journal'. Heh. Oh well. I dont really care anymore. I really dont have any friends now. Its not like i actually really did. I mean I do have people i talk to. But i dont have really close buddy friends. Like someone you can tell something to and wont tell it to anyone else. Its really hard to find someone like that. Believe me i know. I've been fucked over so many times by people that say they were my "friends". Oh well.
I really do thank Patrick, Steve, Rob and Lauren for cheering me up. You guys rock.You have no idea how happy you guys made me feel. You guys are awesome. I dont know what i would do without you.
School is just going miserible. Im failing just about all my classes. Thats just horrible. Then again i got so much shit going on. I know for a fact im failing English, Social Studies and Bio. Mrs. Whitfield gives us these tests and quizzes like out of nowhere. SHe would be like " Oh by the way there's a vocab test tomorrow, you turkey's better study". I knew i was gonna do bad in bio. I always do bad in anything that has to do with Science. Im just about failing Math. Then again i practically hate my class.I got Mike Fronhoffer or howver you spell his last name is sitting behind me now. He is soo annoying. Rob Samartino is sitting to the side of me. He is kind of annoying but he says and does stupid shit. I have a hard time concentrating in that class. I dont know why. I just do.
I started talking to this guy name Chris. He is such an awesome guy. He is cool to talk to. It sucks that we live an hour away from each other. We talk a lot. We were talking the other night about how he was hungry but he was to lazy to get up and get something to eat. Haha. He said i should cook something. I would cook him something but he lives to far.
My freedom on this damn computer is going to be done by Friday. Not this one the next one. Since report cards are coming out and knowing my mom she is going to punish me. As always. She always grounds me every quarter because i always fail a subject. Well you know School isnt the easiest fucking thing in the world. Its not as easy as it was when she was here in my position. It sucks. My mom keeps yelling at me telling me i need to get a life. Well how can i get a life if i dont really have anyone to hang out with, or get off the computer and do something yourself she always tells me. Well you know.. i mostly just go on the computer and download music and listen to it. Thats basically it. And roleplay. But yeah.
Well im gonna get going now. Since im in school and in the library. the lady at the desk is giving me a weird look....Maybe its the haircut.. heh. Who knows. Later.
-Alyssa
Try being in someone else's shoes for a week or two. See what you think its like wearing someone else's shoes. Its not as easy or happy as it seems.
I really do thank Patrick, Steve, Rob and Lauren for cheering me up. You guys rock.You have no idea how happy you guys made me feel. You guys are awesome. I dont know what i would do without you.
School is just going miserible. Im failing just about all my classes. Thats just horrible. Then again i got so much shit going on. I know for a fact im failing English, Social Studies and Bio. Mrs. Whitfield gives us these tests and quizzes like out of nowhere. SHe would be like " Oh by the way there's a vocab test tomorrow, you turkey's better study". I knew i was gonna do bad in bio. I always do bad in anything that has to do with Science. Im just about failing Math. Then again i practically hate my class.I got Mike Fronhoffer or howver you spell his last name is sitting behind me now. He is soo annoying. Rob Samartino is sitting to the side of me. He is kind of annoying but he says and does stupid shit. I have a hard time concentrating in that class. I dont know why. I just do.
I started talking to this guy name Chris. He is such an awesome guy. He is cool to talk to. It sucks that we live an hour away from each other. We talk a lot. We were talking the other night about how he was hungry but he was to lazy to get up and get something to eat. Haha. He said i should cook something. I would cook him something but he lives to far.
My freedom on this damn computer is going to be done by Friday. Not this one the next one. Since report cards are coming out and knowing my mom she is going to punish me. As always. She always grounds me every quarter because i always fail a subject. Well you know School isnt the easiest fucking thing in the world. Its not as easy as it was when she was here in my position. It sucks. My mom keeps yelling at me telling me i need to get a life. Well how can i get a life if i dont really have anyone to hang out with, or get off the computer and do something yourself she always tells me. Well you know.. i mostly just go on the computer and download music and listen to it. Thats basically it. And roleplay. But yeah.
Well im gonna get going now. Since im in school and in the library. the lady at the desk is giving me a weird look....Maybe its the haircut.. heh. Who knows. Later.
-Alyssa
Try being in someone else's shoes for a week or two. See what you think its like wearing someone else's shoes. Its not as easy or happy as it seems.