you think about yourself to much and you ruin who you love.
last night was everything i expected to be. I knew the minute jon wanted kenny to come along on our date everything was going to change. The best part of last night would probably be when i got to see alexis, oh and the movie. Everything else was a let down. As usual i eneded up crying my eyes out. I felt so unwanted by jon and kenny... they wanted me to go home early so they could go to some party and wouldnt have to worry about taking me home. Well they got what they wanted, Jon.. MY FUCKING BOYFRIEND... straight out took my ass home. I knew he didnt want me around. I could just see it..
what an awful feeling, eh.
If i remember right he said tonight is going to be OUR night.. and can just chill.. but i highly doubt that. Something will come up and we will end up at some party. so maybe he should have thought about what he was telling me before he said it.. all im in for tonight is another lie.
Quickie:
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Overview:
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