Sep 16, 2005 18:34
Yesterday in spanish
these guys were talking about criminals in our area
and one guy said you know that guy who killed his whole family in land o lakes
man thats fucked up
and he was talking about when lauren was killed.
and i almost started crying right there.
i had to stop myself
its weird, but i still cant believe it really happened.
she was such a wonderful girl and i cant take the fact in
its like when you look at something but you cant really focus on the big picture.
i know it happened but i dont know. and everytime i start to get the reality of it
i feel like breaking down.
i dont know. i just had to write it down.