Feb 11, 2006 08:17
This is odd...im making an entry again? How much of a loser am i? I play gameboy, gaming cards, i wear mario shirts, and i write in livejournal. I am what they call the "mega loser." so how does this go again? I think i write down my thoughts and u guys respond. ok...ok...sounds good.
So lets think...what do i need to talk about...ah, yes. #1: coffee house. So last night at coffee house i had to work only one hour: 9-10 in the gym. I had some issues with sara about leaving her alone even though she told me to. I know, every man should remember that when a woman says yes she means no. I forgot about this. we worked it out though. what bothered me though was that i looked her in the eye and asked her if she was upset by it and she kept a convincing face while she lied to me. she's done this before; Did she lie those times too?
I should stop talking about that. Im sure she doesnt want our problems posted on the internet. #2: rob. I read his entry and it makes me happy to know that he's aware of what he has done in the past. I never talked to him about it because i dont like getting confrontational with my friends. I kind of like to just go along with what they say which is probably a bad thing. I guess i just want people to stay friends with me. I dont want problems. so anyway, rob. He's 100% a good guy for everybody who goes onto livejournal and sees his entries. If only he showed more of it besides on the internet. Basically, he made sara feel bad about herself and she didnt like how he hurt other people when he was friends with her so he blew it with her. I personally know that he's a good guy and still want to be friends with him but it would come to choosing between haning out with him or sara. Thats all i really have to say about that.
#3: other friends. Conner got real upset the other day because he thought his best friend abandoned him when he needed help. i decided that i need to be there for him if they wont. He's one of the best people i know and doesn't deserve what he gets. Neither does his siter. She's a great girl though lots of people misunderstand her. I wish i saw a smile on her face a little more often. another great person: Paul. He tells me that he gets prejudice all the time and puts up with it and it pisses me off. Why the fuck does the world care what he does or not. Let him live and be happy. Theres no reason to push him down. He's not selfish and he's not cruel. If you want to dislike him, try finding a good reason.
Why does the world do this to people? Something needs to happen and i dont know who can. I wont ramble about this. I think ive done that enough.