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[teejmaster104]

Holy mother of god

Life is friggin grand

I stayed afterschool with sara and...oh geez is all i have to say

she's so great, i cant even take it

Yeah, so i posted a couple days ago and deleted it because i thought something i said was stupid

what i said was that wen i went to the mall with sara, caty, and rob they drove me home and in the car i thought to myself "I love sara"

this made me panick because i know that this could be true

if not right now, it will be one day

I thought it was just me being immature but maybe it wasnt

I panicked and thought that if it really is true then what if something happens and it goes wrong?

Things would just end like they did with meghan

pretty damn badly

I got really scared

then i thought "would it be worth it even if things ended terribly?"

yeah...it would

Thats more or less what i was talking about in that post

You see why i deleted it?

geez, this kinds of stuff just causes problems when u've only been going out about a month

neways, life is friggin good

I hope this doesnt screw things up