quick thought.

[teejaleo]

might be a lame post to some, but I was walking around the apartment, debating whether I wanted to go to bed or not and I decided to work on the dishes that are over flowing. I then looked at the pack of cigarettes that Matt made for me (half camel turkish gold, half camel turkish jade,) and I realized how much I love Matt. It is not just because he bought me some cigarettes and thats it, it's the fact that he paid enough attention to when I said that that combination would be the perfect pack of cigarettes for me. I have never had someone really pay attention to me as much as Matt really does and sometimes I take advantage of it, but I love that boy with all my heart and that is always my last thought laying down to sleep and my first thought when waking up. He might piss me off several times throughout the day, and sometimes you just want to slap him in the face, but when it comes down to it I don't think I could have ever met anyone better in my life and I feel lucky to have him. When I'm with him I feel complete, secure, loved. When I'm away I am depressed, cranky, and sad. I have never had these feelings for a person before and I can't wait to see how they develop in the future.

Well now that my moms Mother's Day CD is finish burning I'm going to lay down. Check out facebook for pictures from THE BAYOU! (which apparently Alabama has[the Bama Bayou as we phrased it] just west of Blountstown)