good lord almighty

Jan 22, 2009 11:40

What should I do?
Paul and I have been together almost a year. He still has his random mood swings that sometimes go over board (he threw my computer into the back seat of my car) These are usually caused by crap that his mom and dad are pulling. We live in their basement. They pretty much take all of his paychecks. They take about a hundred from me every two weeks; however, at the moment they aren't getting hardly any money from us because Paul fucked up. He fuck up really bad. He invested $200 from my account into poker...$200 dollars that he was fully aware wasn't there. So of course this puts me into the hole and I haven't had a paycheck in a month because I have direct deposit. This next one should clear it up. I could have fixed it and we could have like $500 in my account from filing all of these charges as false...but Paul said that could get him fined for WAY more that $400 so I didn't do anything.
His dumb ass whorebitch sister keeps stealing my cloths that i spent my hard earned extra money on through out the years. I'm getting fucking sick of her shit, because she plays dumb and acts like we're crazy...we've caught he countless times. She's even stollen from her own mother. The bitch has no morality. I've taken the liberty of writing up a bill...she'll be getting it soon.
The thing is that I'm getting so tired of this shit. His mom, his sister, his brother (who broke into our room and tooke my computer) But something keeps me there. That's Paul.
Most of the time he's as sweet as he can be. We're engaged and plan to get married in two years. He's been paying my car payment, my student loan, and my credit card bills while we wait for my account to get in the plus.
I applied for a job in Kailispell. Close to where my parents live. I'm welcome to move home whenever I want. I could even go to Missoula. The problem is if I leave Paul wants to call off the engagement and break up. But I'm willing to live apart and save so that we can move in together in Missoula or Kalispell.
I just don't know what to do....

paul, crap, moving, love

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