Nov 30, 2004 13:13
Look outside. At one point it wasn't ideal weather but i still somehow liked it. It's probably because the rain was falling straight down, it doesn't usually do that. No wind or ugliness. And i could see the little puff of breath, that usually isn't good but somehow it was.
It's not even a fun day. I think i have to do something before the end of the month but i can't remember what. And stupid Football Head thinks he can assign a stupid paper to cram in the last part of the class. Today i have a cloud surrounding my brain. (Football Head Teacher has a football helmet surrounding his brain.)
I found the best possible way to sit in my bed. I use two pillows and just sit there with my little journal, some food, and the remote. I was so lazy yesterday that i wanted to talk to my brother but the door was closed so i yelled at him to come open it. Then i didn't go to night class. Heard later we did a hand in and a test. Dang.
I wish something would change. usually change is bad but i think i need it. maybe what i should do is go have 2 coffees and see what happens. dang i really can't think much past total crap today. i couldve on sunday probably. but sometimes i hate being online and that whole concept. it kind of depresses me.
today this word was funny: accrue