A Smidgen of Frustration
Hey journal. This is my first attempt to make an entry on my cell phone, so excuse any spelling errors or weird punctuation and what not. I can't constantly get to the coffee shop for wifi, but I can definitely post from my phone a bit more than I'm doing.
I'm a little stressed. Not from any one thing in particular, really. I'm short on funds this month after our San Francisco trip, and I'm behind on a few medical bills. I'll pay them when I can, but I really need the money for other things more. Sigh. And then there's the topic of my living situation; my rent is a little more pricey than I would have wanted, and I don't think me and my roommates get along very well. We have very different ways of living. So we mostly stick to ourselves, and I just wish I had more of a friendly environment at home.
And then, I'm a little frustrated at the fact that I have to dress like a guy at work and everyone calls me "dude" and "bro" and I hate it. I hate it more than anything. I feel like I'm wearing this full-body guy costume around me and no one sees me as I really am. I'm becoming more androgynous by the month, but I mostly see regular customers and coworkers who have permanent associations in their heads of me as a guy. It's hard to deal with this daily.
Well, to solve the bill thing...I just need to live frugally for a bit. As for roommates, I just need to casually look for new lodgings. I also might just go full time earlier than my projected date for the hell of it. There are solutions to my problems; I just need to sort it out logically.
Moving forward,
Teegan
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I'm a little stressed. Not from any one thing in particular, really. I'm short on funds this month after our San Francisco trip, and I'm behind on a few medical bills. I'll pay them when I can, but I really need the money for other things more. Sigh. And then there's the topic of my living situation; my rent is a little more pricey than I would have wanted, and I don't think me and my roommates get along very well. We have very different ways of living. So we mostly stick to ourselves, and I just wish I had more of a friendly environment at home.
And then, I'm a little frustrated at the fact that I have to dress like a guy at work and everyone calls me "dude" and "bro" and I hate it. I hate it more than anything. I feel like I'm wearing this full-body guy costume around me and no one sees me as I really am. I'm becoming more androgynous by the month, but I mostly see regular customers and coworkers who have permanent associations in their heads of me as a guy. It's hard to deal with this daily.
Well, to solve the bill thing...I just need to live frugally for a bit. As for roommates, I just need to casually look for new lodgings. I also might just go full time earlier than my projected date for the hell of it. There are solutions to my problems; I just need to sort it out logically.
Moving forward,
Teegan
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