DUNZO

[tee_tee]

i try to do something nice like take off work so i can go into the city for a few hours to see my boyfriend and he has to be a dick about it and everything else.
i send him a card when hes feelin like shit (somethin he would NEVA do)
its always me trying to figure out when we will see eachother next (neva him)
its always me spending an entire weekend there where as he goes into the city on fri nights wit friends while i work n do nothin all night n then he comes ova 4pm on sat n leaves 1pm on sunday...awsome - so i got to see you for less than 12 hours (6 of which we spent asleep)
SICK!
and yet when i for the 1st time dont give completely in and want to go to breezy wit my friends on friday night he gets mad - HA!
so fuck you cuz im goin
fuck you - i wouldnt wana see you 2mm now if i could
im tired of puttin in the effort to make this work
im tired of always callin first
im tired of textin him just to say hi
im tired of tryin to be sweet, and cute and givin him a reason to hold on while we are away for the summer.
if its meant to be all these things would just happen at ease.
but they DONT.