christmas eve.
soo. today was good. up until i walked into the garofolo's household. let me explain....
every year my parents, alex, and i go to Griffin's house to celebrate Christmas on Christmas eve. We've gone to their house the last 3 or 4 years in a row. soo it's pretty much a tradition.
well, to go more in depth. my grandma died this passed march, which means all traditions have been thrown out the window. i'm very strict with myself with keeping things the same, keeping traditions. i think it's nice and shows idno.. routine. which i like VERY much. i'm not big on trying new things, especially when it comes to family affairs.
my brother, alex, has been dating jordan for a good 4 or 5 years. they've planned where they're going to live, their wedding, and their family pretty much. they planned when they're going to get married and all that ridiculous crap. they aren't "engaged" but sooner or later they will be, which makes jordan my sister-in-law, my family. my family's opinions and thoughts about me effect me alot more than just some stupid person in school. jordan and griffin are brother and sister and i dno what that makes griffin to me, but i'm sure we'd be related by law in someway... BASICALLY.. the garofolo's are family.
now, to put it all together. the whole thing makes me furious and emotional and upset at the same time. every year on christmas day my mom's family and mine would go up and hang out at my grandma's house. now that she's dead, christmas will never be the same. she was the one who brought us all together. soo it's time to make a new tradition.. -_-
tonight i went to griff's house for dinner like everyother year and he was a complete ass to me. i ended up grabbing my stuff and telling my dad i'll be out in the car waiting to go home. he got me soo upset and i really dont understand why.
this probably doesn't make sense... but i'll sum it up with two things.
1. i miss my grandma. <3
2. griffin garofolo is [one of] the biggest immature annoying jackass kids i know.
every year my parents, alex, and i go to Griffin's house to celebrate Christmas on Christmas eve. We've gone to their house the last 3 or 4 years in a row. soo it's pretty much a tradition.
well, to go more in depth. my grandma died this passed march, which means all traditions have been thrown out the window. i'm very strict with myself with keeping things the same, keeping traditions. i think it's nice and shows idno.. routine. which i like VERY much. i'm not big on trying new things, especially when it comes to family affairs.
my brother, alex, has been dating jordan for a good 4 or 5 years. they've planned where they're going to live, their wedding, and their family pretty much. they planned when they're going to get married and all that ridiculous crap. they aren't "engaged" but sooner or later they will be, which makes jordan my sister-in-law, my family. my family's opinions and thoughts about me effect me alot more than just some stupid person in school. jordan and griffin are brother and sister and i dno what that makes griffin to me, but i'm sure we'd be related by law in someway... BASICALLY.. the garofolo's are family.
now, to put it all together. the whole thing makes me furious and emotional and upset at the same time. every year on christmas day my mom's family and mine would go up and hang out at my grandma's house. now that she's dead, christmas will never be the same. she was the one who brought us all together. soo it's time to make a new tradition.. -_-
tonight i went to griff's house for dinner like everyother year and he was a complete ass to me. i ended up grabbing my stuff and telling my dad i'll be out in the car waiting to go home. he got me soo upset and i really dont understand why.
this probably doesn't make sense... but i'll sum it up with two things.
1. i miss my grandma. <3
2. griffin garofolo is [one of] the biggest immature annoying jackass kids i know.