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went to work today, first time i've been out since xmas eve. so i was doing what i usually do every morning shift, and i got really dizzy and then i started to get the 'colidascope' eyes (when everything goes all spotty) so i went and sat down like i normally do. this went on for almost 30 minutes, my coworker said my face was completely pale. it was fucked up to say the least. so i got a doctors appointment for 11 tomorrow to find out if i have something imperticular wrong with me. i was extremely scared. there are different things that happen at different times when this happens. i notice it alot when i'm upset and they also said stress can trigger it. other times it just happens for no reason. but i've never had it happen like this before, atleast not since i was younger. i was tested for about a year and they came up with the diagnosis that i'm 'fainty' well good thing they told me that. hm, whatever. we'll see what happens tomorrow.