Entry of May 10th

[tediouspick]

Entry of May 10th
Pulled it right outa my song book... go look.

and i've asked you so many time before,
'where's this place where it's better'?
i'm not fighting you
i'm just trying to get it right.
i'm just trying to get to your place.

cause i forget wat it's like.
and your face...
... i always knew this wasn't right.

i can race from the 24 hour diner to your tv screen.
you wiped your tears on the same napkin i wrote 'why i'm gone'.
you smeared 'why i'm gone'...
but you know..

it's all wrong now.
it's all falling apart and you know why i'm gone.
said i'd never write a suicide note.
now i'm gone.
i tell you, i never thought i'd get this far.
it's you...

it's you and the little things you do.
you're a sucker for the letters.
i'm pretending i'm pretending.

why can't i do this?
i pull time after time
and i'm lying to myself.
and i'm dying in your eyes.
and that summer is flashing in my head.
real fast, i forgot you.
this won't happen again, i swear.

cause i'm a bad impression and you know that i won't change.
i'd ask you to come with me but i know that it's not your style.
you've always been an angel and i'm not about to change that.
you'd never hurt me.....

i'm wanting to hold you back, but i can't...
i'm wanting to hold you back, but i can't...
i'm wanting to hold you back, but i can't...
i'm wanting to hold you back, but i can't...