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having you period the week of finals is just the cherry on top to a shitacular week. specially because i have two finals tomorrow, sunday, and i have about a day to study for spanish and calc and am about to cry because my hormones are all over the place and i just want to crawl into a hole for a couple of days. i don't know where to begin to study because i don't understand any calculus whatsoever, and if you think oh lauren you're really smart you'll do fine i really really highly doubt it because it's appalling at how much i can't do calculus, especially not the entire years worth. and it's not even like oh, out of my 4 classes i have two on sunday and then maybe like one monday or tuesday and be finished, i still have to stay here until the last day, saturday, becuase of my stupid anthropology final because that is the way my life works out. my friend got so sick last night that her throat closed up and she had to go to the hospital. everyone else was shitfaced but because i was being responsible i didn't go out and party. who has to take care of her, take her to cvs to wait for her meds because everyone else is hung over, even though she really really really needs to be studying? me, because that's how my life works. overwhelmed like woah
i just want to go home
i just want to go home