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[tededfred]

I wish I could say that i never saw it coming but really, i did. everyone did. It's no surprise, and it almost feels natural, which is what is killing me inside, just a little.

I hate what will come next. I hate not knowing. I hate not being in control. But if it means re-aligning to the right path, in the end it will all be worth it. And I am really banking on that.

I feel guilty that it feels right.