i am an asshole/love makes you do crazy things
Well this weekend has been real confusing for me. Yesterday I went to work and it was such an easy day. And then i came home and and chilled and shit then Barbie came over and brought me some hot-cross buns ( Ilove her so much and that was so thoughtful). Well she stayed for a while and we talked cause we have not really done that in a while. Well then something happend....guess who called. Yea, what i did wasn't a picnic. For once she sounded like a new person, but i am an asshole for what i did. At first i really liked her and i still do but, I am in love with someone else. I am at fault for so many things like not even giving her a chance at love. But there are so many factors.....like seeing her on my b-day..I doubt if that would have happpened. Her going to the movies......same thing. Stuff like that. We would talk but she was right....she would only be an "in school" girlfriend. But thats the way the world works. I hope we can be friends still, but i doubt that too. Plus I made too friends real mad at each other. So now i am in the middle of it, but i hope erika wasnt right, eventhough she was being such a witch. But anyways now i am dealing with jessica's dumbass. I hate when people dont even know who they are talking to and they come on the computer thinkin they are hard and are goin to do somethin. All i know is she and her "crew" better not step in my territory cause if they do, she better hope everyone steps back out of it(if u get my drift). Well now i am thinking of Barbie and what is going to happen today. Well I am going to watch this movie now and think about Barbie. Until next time.