WOW
Sorry i missed yesterday's journal. But anywho.. life is so crazy. I think I did something bad, but I think it was good. Atleast now I know how she feels. Thats why I am so happy. I was wondering why she would ask a question like.."do you still have feelings for me?". I didn't want to answer at first but, I promised her that I would on the phone later that day. I gave in to what I didn't want to say. This reason is cause I dont want to make her sad anymore. I failed at my job once...and I dont want her to be sad. She asked me what I wanted.. and I was like you. Then we said how we felt inside..then I actually cried...(have not did that in 'bout a month lol). So now I stand here wondering if I should have told her how I felt...cause now I think she is confused. People help me out...do you think I should follow my hesrt or my mine on this one cause I dont want to make another mistake. Well until next time.