Self Sabotage
I do not know why... Even when I am doing it I do not necessarily understand how. I just know that I do it. Then try and fix it and ruin it... Not sure what to do now. Or if there is anything to be done... I just know that my heart hurts and anxiety makes me feel like my stomach is going to become some sort of beast and eat it's way from the inside to be freed from my body.
"They say things happen for a reason. Send people in your life for just a season..." Lots of changes coming. I just hope I can keep it together, who am I kidding? I need to get it together so that I am ready for those changes. So that hopefully I do not F*ck those up too...
Till then, over and out...
"They say things happen for a reason. Send people in your life for just a season..." Lots of changes coming. I just hope I can keep it together, who am I kidding? I need to get it together so that I am ready for those changes. So that hopefully I do not F*ck those up too...
Till then, over and out...