don't know how to work this lj cut shiet

[teddyberr]

i have been bummed for the past couple of days....

i feel like i want to disappear for a while...
or move to the other side of the country... or outside...

I have never felt this way in a long time... and the more i think about it the more bummed out i get.

I apologize to those who i have spoke about this too... I know you must be thinking it's the same subject, same shiet....

I guess this is something that i'm going to have to deal with on my own...


So cold
So deep
I'm twenty feet and sinking
faster than the ship I'm in;
Useless to jump or swim

I could hold my breath till I blow up
and make this all seem real.
No matter how hard I try,
I can't seem to win
this stupid game.

I apologize
for keeping you up
Wasting all your time.