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we buried adam last tuesday. everything seemed so surreal; it still does. it's not right; he should still be alive. why him??!? so young. so gentle and caring. he just needed someone to talk to - that he knew. he just wanted a soda and to go to the hospital. isn't that what he said(?).. wow two huge life changing experiences in a month. i hope my stepmom heals from this.. noone should have to bury their child.. i hope she knows that i love her and that i am here for her, and my stepsister too of course. wow. wherever you are adam, i hope you are somewhere better. i love you. you changed my life, and not just from your death, but by knowing you. you are a sweet soul and i hope that you are at peace.
this event also gave me 2 recognitions -
1. more awareness on my disorder-being bipolar; taking care of myself is very important
2. cops fucking suck; especially baltimore cops
http://www.baltimoresun.com/news/local/baltimore_county/bal-md.co.rothstein21aug21,0,2929976.story
this event also gave me 2 recognitions -
1. more awareness on my disorder-being bipolar; taking care of myself is very important
2. cops fucking suck; especially baltimore cops
http://www.baltimoresun.com/news/local/baltimore_county/bal-md.co.rothstein21aug21,0,2929976.story