Just catching up
Its been a week since my surgery and well my wrist still kills. I called the doctor yesterday and the nurse said it is to be expected. I asked her why the doctor said I would be able to use it and the pain should go away in about a day. She stated"because he is a doctor, they all say that". Anyway I think I have popped 37 Vicoden in a week. I know thats not good and I am not abusing them, I have just taken them on a regular basis because the pain is so bad. I looked at it last night and I think I may call them back today because it might be getting infected. We will see. I other news.........My little girl Noelle is well definatly going through her terrible two's. She cries for me when she is at my sisters, saying she wants her mommy, but then when I see her she constantly acts likes a little stinker. She has seen time out a few times latley. I dont beleive in spanking her, because what does that do.........well it will show her that it is okay to hit. I know every parent has their own way of raising their children and some parents spank. Thats fine for them, I just dont want to do it. So time out works for now. Also I have been catching up on journals alot since my surgery and a few of my friends have been getting comments from anyonomous(sp) users and well they arent friendly comments either. Why do people do that? I actually know the answer because they are cowards and dont want to leave there names.........but why do it in the first place.........I mean if I have something to say to someone I will just post it........with my name. Im not afraid of confrentation or comments back. I just dont see any purpose in it. OKay I know I am skipping around here but just trying to get caught up here. I was in a very irratated mood yesterday. I dont know why but I didnt want to be around anyone. Maybe it was from the night before because I had woke up about 4 times throughout the night and one of those times I woke up from a nightmare. I mean this dream was so just seemed so real. There were people in my dream that I havent had in my life so much latley. That guy I dated and my ex mother-n-law. It was just well really disturbing. My sister says that it is the pain killers that are making me irratable and having the bad dream, and well it proubly is but I dont like being cranky. It makes for a long day. Well I have my nursing orientation on Thursday. I find out what my schedule is going to be and well if I can still work here or not. I really dont want to work here and go to school because I dont want my girls or schoolwork suffer. Well I am going to close this but I hope that everyone has a great day and I may post again later. Take care my friends:)