an Update ... wow.
Hey gang, I haven't died from alcohol poisoning yet... Though some may think it's not for a lack of trying.
Been alone now for a long time, just me and a big/cold empty house. I spent halloween alone, cause I was broke.. and I feel guilty cause I didn't have the money to buy candy for the non existent children in the neighborhood. I had one person knock on my door (all the lights were out in the house) and that was it.
Why was I broke? Well, I had just so happened to have LOST the only debit card I had to the account with money in it. As such, I lived off of Top ramen and what ever I could thaw out in the freezer that I knew how to cook :D
For the most part, I enjoy being alone... I enjoy not having to talk to people.. but once in a while, once in a great while. I get lonely. Denise can attest to this. I pester her when I'm lonely. :D
I spent thanksgiving alone, no one called me (Parents called the night before) and dinner turned out horrible. The Pork ribs I bought for dinner were bad (I had them frozen for a week so couldn't return).. so I ended up going to walmart for something simple. In my grumbling and complaining I got adopted.. (again) by yet another middle aged woman. :P She said I could be a adopted son or something.. and she bought my dinner :P
Was nice, but again.. like I said, alone and no one called me. (Yeah I know, boo hoo right? ) The family comes home in about a week and a half... Kinda looking forward to the house being full again. After all it's just me and the dog. No real reason to turn on lights or heaters around the house unless the temp dips below 60.. (which is late at night.. House gets down to 52 before I notice).
Most of the time I'm in my room watching anime, or movies. Why? because 1. nothing on TV. 2. Friends are all away w/ family or in different states. 3. I'm not loved :D
My health is holding steady, I feel like I'm catching a cold.. so kinda watching that. My back has been sore, I need to lose weight.. and Hopefully When family is back they can help me w/ that. Though Eating maybe 1 meal a day (If I remember :D) is helping out here and there lol.
any hoo... that's all from me for now.. don't really have much to say and I'll go back to lurking in the dark. ciao.
Been alone now for a long time, just me and a big/cold empty house. I spent halloween alone, cause I was broke.. and I feel guilty cause I didn't have the money to buy candy for the non existent children in the neighborhood. I had one person knock on my door (all the lights were out in the house) and that was it.
Why was I broke? Well, I had just so happened to have LOST the only debit card I had to the account with money in it. As such, I lived off of Top ramen and what ever I could thaw out in the freezer that I knew how to cook :D
For the most part, I enjoy being alone... I enjoy not having to talk to people.. but once in a while, once in a great while. I get lonely. Denise can attest to this. I pester her when I'm lonely. :D
I spent thanksgiving alone, no one called me (Parents called the night before) and dinner turned out horrible. The Pork ribs I bought for dinner were bad (I had them frozen for a week so couldn't return).. so I ended up going to walmart for something simple. In my grumbling and complaining I got adopted.. (again) by yet another middle aged woman. :P She said I could be a adopted son or something.. and she bought my dinner :P
Was nice, but again.. like I said, alone and no one called me. (Yeah I know, boo hoo right? ) The family comes home in about a week and a half... Kinda looking forward to the house being full again. After all it's just me and the dog. No real reason to turn on lights or heaters around the house unless the temp dips below 60.. (which is late at night.. House gets down to 52 before I notice).
Most of the time I'm in my room watching anime, or movies. Why? because 1. nothing on TV. 2. Friends are all away w/ family or in different states. 3. I'm not loved :D
My health is holding steady, I feel like I'm catching a cold.. so kinda watching that. My back has been sore, I need to lose weight.. and Hopefully When family is back they can help me w/ that. Though Eating maybe 1 meal a day (If I remember :D) is helping out here and there lol.
any hoo... that's all from me for now.. don't really have much to say and I'll go back to lurking in the dark. ciao.