Mar 24, 2005 23:33
thats what i think for a split second when im feeling selfish. I feel selfish right now... I asked a lot of people if they would like to hang out with me tonight. One called me and said no... one called me and said yes... Thanks krystal and hans that was really nice of both of u =) I love people i really do but sometimes they really disappoint u. it makes me think how imperfect the homosapien race is. how can u depend on people to make u happy? u can't. It just takes a realist or someone logical, or maybe just someone who is honest to admit that the only being that merits reliance is the Almighty himself. I wonder if he reads my journal. I'm sure he does actually. Wow, now i really feel selfish... I apologize
I wish ruben still made entries. I wish this system would finally break its spine and finish it's bowl of sianide it's been nursing for the past... however long ago it was that eve listened to that liar.
I think a nice little b wuoedootclttof schldo me just fine. sorry he know's exactly what that says.
The first time i met her i was throwing up in the ladies room stall... she asked me if i needed anything i told her i think i spilled my drink and thats how it started or so i'd like to believe. she took me outside of town where the stars hang down. we'd make love in the afternoon to chelsey girls and bachelor # 2... and i know she loved me then. I swear to god she did it's the way she'd bite my lower lip and push her hips into my hips and dig her nails so deep into my skin.