Oct 06, 2008 12:22
Did you know that everytime I see you it makes me miss you more and more when your gone.
I can't explain this pain, in my chest, running through my veins, this emptiness i feel. Love isn't supposed to feel like this, it can't possibly be real.
Its like a piece of me is missing, I can't even begin to tell you. sitting in this empty house, absence of souls, breathing creatures, minds lost connection with my own. the puzzle piece that fits perfectly next to me missing, not close by my side where it should be.
I can't explain this pain, in my chest, running through my veins, this emptiness i feel. Love isn't supposed to feel like this, it can't possibly be real.
Sleeping corpse failing at keeping this yearning heart company, distracted from the hole where my heart should be that only your presence can fill. Distance can't get the best of me. i won't allow it.
I can't explain this pain, in my chest, running through my veins, this emptiness i feel. Love isn't supposed to feel like this, it can't possibly be real.
I will see you soon but its seeing you that deepens that hole, sharpens the pain. It gives me more memories of you, of us, to miss. more to love.
I never realized the perfect shape of your lips, the gleam in your perfectly rounded eyes.
Its waiting for your call that i know won't come for hours that kills me. sitting here by myself no better to do than replay our memories in my head, from the beginning of summer to us now in the fall, my favorite season and all.
Oh dear but seeing you, being with you, curling up next to you, listening to the beat of your heart, the deep sound of your breath, the slow but constant rise and fall of your chest against me. My own little heaven on earth.
I can't explain this pain, in my chest, running through my veins, this emptiness i feel. Love isn't supposed be this way, it can't possibly be real.
I can't fathom this burning in my heart, pumping through my body. these thought won't go away. Maybe I won't have to feel this pain someday.
I can't imagine my life without you now, being the cause of my smile. I know you are different. I hope we will last a while.