Alone with Bamboo
This is the end of the second week of this quarter and I still don't have a decent grasp on how well I will perform. I have a Characature and Object class that is intesive drawing. Then a 3D max class and I am learning the program slower than everyone else it seems. Then I have a Game Design and Gameplay which is easy, and finally my Advance Life Drawing which is nothing. So if I can master 3D Max I'll be golden.
Amber went home for the weekend and I found myself assaulted in her absence. There are some kinds of attention that I wouldn't mind, but someone grabbing my ass knowing full well that I like a girl pisses me off. She got her one warning and then apologized later, but I'm not quite sure what I'll do next time around if she doesn't take the hint, but I do have ideas. She's offered everything from cuddling all night, to straight out going to her room and screwing around. I find this all rather gross and unwanted; plus, there are alot of other guys around here who would love to do that. So she should go flirt with them instead. I think she's just not used to a guy saying no, and not being interested in her what so ever....makes me mad.
It all just makes me miss Amber even more. I know people won't try things with her around and that makes me feel good because it just does even if we're not together yet.
I'm going off to crash. I just wish I was home with her and Kiba. I miss them both.
*huggles Bamboo*
Amber went home for the weekend and I found myself assaulted in her absence. There are some kinds of attention that I wouldn't mind, but someone grabbing my ass knowing full well that I like a girl pisses me off. She got her one warning and then apologized later, but I'm not quite sure what I'll do next time around if she doesn't take the hint, but I do have ideas. She's offered everything from cuddling all night, to straight out going to her room and screwing around. I find this all rather gross and unwanted; plus, there are alot of other guys around here who would love to do that. So she should go flirt with them instead. I think she's just not used to a guy saying no, and not being interested in her what so ever....makes me mad.
It all just makes me miss Amber even more. I know people won't try things with her around and that makes me feel good because it just does even if we're not together yet.
I'm going off to crash. I just wish I was home with her and Kiba. I miss them both.
*huggles Bamboo*