Darn back already
So I got back last night at around 6ish and wish that I didn't have to. I was way more comfortable at Amber's place than I thought I would be, and to be honest I was completely comfortable with her family. No one made me feel like I wasn't wanted, and in fact I feel like they really want to see me again. To me this is something unusual. My first girlfriend's family hated me. The only one who liked me was her little bro and he was the one who told my brother that she had been cheating on me. With Ambers family I didn't feel any animosity towards me what so ever. Even her beautiful white wolf, Kiba, liked me and warmed up to me fast. I just wish she would sleep on me more. I miss having a dog around and didn't realise how much until I got to be with Kiba.
It was the most relaxed and comfortable I have been in almost 4 years. So needless to say I didn't want to come back. I knew I wouldn't want to leave before I even got there since I like Amber so much, but I had fun hanging out and talking with her bro, I could joke and simply talk with her mom, and her dad never even gave me so much as an evil glare. I just wish I could have had more time to simply talk with him and get to know him. Hopefully, I can see them all again soon. They all make me feel like my family back home, and I just want to go back to that comfort and peace where I feel wanted and loved.
Pittsburgh is just cold, empty, nasty, and almost everyone here makes me feel like a tool. I've got friends who really look up to me or I look up to, but the majority of people just look past or over me. Being smug and giving me the "I'm better than you" attitude. *grumble*
Too bad I really want this degree or I might think about just going back home. Plus I have other reasons that make me want to stay even more, but who know?
It was the most relaxed and comfortable I have been in almost 4 years. So needless to say I didn't want to come back. I knew I wouldn't want to leave before I even got there since I like Amber so much, but I had fun hanging out and talking with her bro, I could joke and simply talk with her mom, and her dad never even gave me so much as an evil glare. I just wish I could have had more time to simply talk with him and get to know him. Hopefully, I can see them all again soon. They all make me feel like my family back home, and I just want to go back to that comfort and peace where I feel wanted and loved.
Pittsburgh is just cold, empty, nasty, and almost everyone here makes me feel like a tool. I've got friends who really look up to me or I look up to, but the majority of people just look past or over me. Being smug and giving me the "I'm better than you" attitude. *grumble*
Too bad I really want this degree or I might think about just going back home. Plus I have other reasons that make me want to stay even more, but who know?