Gawd damn I'm bored
Ok so I've been temping at Express's main hq here in OKC and I am working with the Child Support department and it's freaking boring as all hell. I love the people I work with and around but gawd it's boring. Worst is that I get off work and am bored off my ass all night. There's nothing to do anymore that's stimulating in any way. All my games bore me, all my shows bore me, I'm bored....really bored.....suber/uber/hella bored. Then I have to go back to work and try to make it through another day of boredom. Oh gawd is right. This weekend is no exception. Then all next week I pack up practically everything I own and ship it all up to Pittsbugh. At least all that is done. I'm working on getting in early by a few days and spending time hanging out with the staff and getting my bearings. Then bugging the living hell outta the housing office to get on the list to become an RA as rent runs 2k every 3 months in that part of the city. I'm just happy all the staff know me by name already and are looking forward to dealing with me even more. Sweet is all I can say, but the whole tons of money thing is bugging the hell out of me right now.
Did I mention how boring my life is?.....Jon, Jess and I just can't do anything anymore. We used to be able to hang out last summer in 06 and after Aron left our "fun time" just got smaller and smaller because of our situations and jobs and such which really sucks because I don't know if I'll see them for a long time if ever after I move. Almost forgot, I have no friends down here either. Everyone I've gotten to know at work are all in their 40's and such and everyone my age are a bunch of .....well let me just say that I'd rather not associate with their type. I miss my nerdy Tulsa friends of awsomeness. To be totally honest I don't plan on comming home at all while I'm in school so I can keep up with the money side and get ahead class wise and my familly already knows this. Then when I graduate I'll move off to work and won't have the chance to come home for a few years as I try to get ahead with bills. Remember I already owe, thanks to the Navy, about 50k in school debt already. Tak on the 75k I'm goin to rack up this time around and that's alot of money I'll need to get earning to just stay even. Needless to say things are just kinda bleh at the moment. Happy to be getting out and doing something I want and seeing new places and new people but sad as I doubt I'll ever see anyone in OK ever again, and my family for a few years.
Tell ya what, being this bored just blows.
P.S. I think I might cry when I leave Jon and Jess at the airport since they are like the cool ass understanding family I've never had... T.T
Did I mention how boring my life is?.....Jon, Jess and I just can't do anything anymore. We used to be able to hang out last summer in 06 and after Aron left our "fun time" just got smaller and smaller because of our situations and jobs and such which really sucks because I don't know if I'll see them for a long time if ever after I move. Almost forgot, I have no friends down here either. Everyone I've gotten to know at work are all in their 40's and such and everyone my age are a bunch of .....well let me just say that I'd rather not associate with their type. I miss my nerdy Tulsa friends of awsomeness. To be totally honest I don't plan on comming home at all while I'm in school so I can keep up with the money side and get ahead class wise and my familly already knows this. Then when I graduate I'll move off to work and won't have the chance to come home for a few years as I try to get ahead with bills. Remember I already owe, thanks to the Navy, about 50k in school debt already. Tak on the 75k I'm goin to rack up this time around and that's alot of money I'll need to get earning to just stay even. Needless to say things are just kinda bleh at the moment. Happy to be getting out and doing something I want and seeing new places and new people but sad as I doubt I'll ever see anyone in OK ever again, and my family for a few years.
Tell ya what, being this bored just blows.
P.S. I think I might cry when I leave Jon and Jess at the airport since they are like the cool ass understanding family I've never had... T.T