update
Since my last entry, which was some time ago, lots of good things have happened. I'm still seeing Gabriel, who is probably the best thing thats ever happened to me; for sure the best thing in the past few years. I also quit my job in real estate. I hate real estate. Well, not real estate, but the people working in real estate. Fuck it. Life is too short.
I have a new job now, working from home, believe it or not. It's part time, but good money so it balances out for me financially. I'm still broke but now under almost no stress and working waaay less. I'm researching & facilitating the purchase of "valuable" domain names for a guy who then turns them into the lovely "Ads Only" pages that are becoming more and more frequent on the internets. It's actually pretty cool, especially since I'm learning more about how internet marketing really works and what constitutes "valuable" on the internet.
Mentally, I feel a million times better, but I still get stupid anxiety over nothing. Well, over things that are worth stressing over, but I still am not always happy with my reactions to certain situations. From the outside though, I've made a complete 180, and am actually enjoying certain aspects of life again. This being hella poor thing has got to go soon. But, for the first time in a long time, I can't really complain.
Anyway, for some reason, I hate chatting online still but I'm working on that.
Oh, The Hills Have Eyes is totally awesome. Finally, a horror movie where the people don't run like bitches.
I have a new job now, working from home, believe it or not. It's part time, but good money so it balances out for me financially. I'm still broke but now under almost no stress and working waaay less. I'm researching & facilitating the purchase of "valuable" domain names for a guy who then turns them into the lovely "Ads Only" pages that are becoming more and more frequent on the internets. It's actually pretty cool, especially since I'm learning more about how internet marketing really works and what constitutes "valuable" on the internet.
Mentally, I feel a million times better, but I still get stupid anxiety over nothing. Well, over things that are worth stressing over, but I still am not always happy with my reactions to certain situations. From the outside though, I've made a complete 180, and am actually enjoying certain aspects of life again. This being hella poor thing has got to go soon. But, for the first time in a long time, I can't really complain.
Anyway, for some reason, I hate chatting online still but I'm working on that.
Oh, The Hills Have Eyes is totally awesome. Finally, a horror movie where the people don't run like bitches.