Oct 19, 2006 23:07
It took me some 4 or 5 hours, but I managed to work up the nerve to go to the school. I really wanted to see James ,and I knew the only way was to go. He was really glad to see me, I think. I know everyone else was glad to see me. It wasn't too bad, because I really didn't know anyone outside of my close friends, so there were no akward questions. All of my friends know not to bug me about things right now. I only stayed two hours. That was all I could handle. I hate that I can't be there. a month ago, I was really looking forward to this event, but I just can't. I hope I'll be alright come keep the beat. I hope for everyone else's sake, that I'll be alright soon.
I'm proud of myself though. Today I acheived a crucial step. :)
Tuesday I start therapy.