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I ended it today. With the lying and everything else, I didn't really have any other option.
It's not like i just said 'we're over' and left him wondering, I explained in great detail the exact reasons I had to do with, and he understood.
I really hope it's only temporary. I can't imagine my life in the long run without him. He's my whole world, everthing to me. I love him so very much...
It was kind of funny today actually, because all those stupid cute affectionate things he'd sneakily worked into my life...weren't there.
It was just like before, like we wre best friends and nothing else. In all technicality, for the time being, that's true.
I miss him. I hate myself for that.
It's not like i just said 'we're over' and left him wondering, I explained in great detail the exact reasons I had to do with, and he understood.
I really hope it's only temporary. I can't imagine my life in the long run without him. He's my whole world, everthing to me. I love him so very much...
It was kind of funny today actually, because all those stupid cute affectionate things he'd sneakily worked into my life...weren't there.
It was just like before, like we wre best friends and nothing else. In all technicality, for the time being, that's true.
I miss him. I hate myself for that.