fail
Today was characterized by fail.
I tried all night to get work done and in less shameless flirting and drinking a beer count as getting something done I failed.
I tried to get work this afternoon and instead reimported all my iTunes.
And then I got this weird e-mail from mom.
And I'm tired and stressed and behind and going to fail this final. And worried because all insanity and negative emotional past aside, you only get one mom and it only takes one brain tumor.
And I really want to just go curl up in a ball, listen to sad music and cry. I wanted to do this Friday, I think it would have been therapeutic.
It's my first birthday that has not been totally forgotten because of being the same time as midterms. It was/is supposed to be amazing.
Motivation: 1/10, Mood: 2/10, Emo: 10/10
Happy Birthday to me (I think that raised the emo to 11/10.
I tried all night to get work done and in less shameless flirting and drinking a beer count as getting something done I failed.
I tried to get work this afternoon and instead reimported all my iTunes.
And then I got this weird e-mail from mom.
And I'm tired and stressed and behind and going to fail this final. And worried because all insanity and negative emotional past aside, you only get one mom and it only takes one brain tumor.
And I really want to just go curl up in a ball, listen to sad music and cry. I wanted to do this Friday, I think it would have been therapeutic.
It's my first birthday that has not been totally forgotten because of being the same time as midterms. It was/is supposed to be amazing.
Motivation: 1/10, Mood: 2/10, Emo: 10/10
Happy Birthday to me (I think that raised the emo to 11/10.