I need a drink to see through the smoke and mirrors.. see crystal light in this town.
I realized last night that when I'm listening to trip-hop or any down-tempo music I actually connect the most with myself. It's the most personal experience for me to discover or listen to that genre of music since it evokes the greatest yielding emotion of solace within me. And I've realized lately that all this frustration, jealousy, angst and despair.. is the answer from all I've been listening to: indie rock and electro-dance.
What made this come about was from last night when I randomly saw on my friends list (via myspace) the band Lamb and became suddenly interested again. I watched a couple of their music videos and instantly I began to feel a lot more comfort than I EVER have in these past MONTHS even. It was an indescribable feeling. All I can say is I need to focus a lot more on the things within myself and not the troubles of friends.
I'm going to take a chance tonight. Leave my heart behind a loosely guarded fence of bamboo and leaves.. and just hope for the best.
What made this come about was from last night when I randomly saw on my friends list (via myspace) the band Lamb and became suddenly interested again. I watched a couple of their music videos and instantly I began to feel a lot more comfort than I EVER have in these past MONTHS even. It was an indescribable feeling. All I can say is I need to focus a lot more on the things within myself and not the troubles of friends.
I'm going to take a chance tonight. Leave my heart behind a loosely guarded fence of bamboo and leaves.. and just hope for the best.