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my head hurts so bad.
going through all the crap in my room i don't want/need takes a lot of effort.
(i wish he would stop liking me so much. its overbearing. i don't want any of it.)
and right now, this doesn't feel so much like life - i dont think i'm doing this properly.
most things i do are to just pass the time. i want to do something i mean.
such a rare occurrence.
i'm sorry this is so disjointed.
my brain is like that right now.
going through all the crap in my room i don't want/need takes a lot of effort.
(i wish he would stop liking me so much. its overbearing. i don't want any of it.)
and right now, this doesn't feel so much like life - i dont think i'm doing this properly.
most things i do are to just pass the time. i want to do something i mean.
such a rare occurrence.
i'm sorry this is so disjointed.
my brain is like that right now.