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i hate you.... fuck i hate you guys so much just go away..... get the fuck out of this house.. you dont want to be here so why in the fuck are you? you guys dont give a shit at ALL you come up here out of fucking pity and expect me to sit there and look at you? fuck you...
i mean c'mon sitting at a table by yourself because theres no room for you at the real dinner table.. that sure makes a person want to eat right... i was more into my book than i was you guys... probably because the only thing stopping me from crying right there was my book... then you come here.. and drop everything next to me and go to the living room and i walk by to notice you crying..... i remember you told me everything was gonna be okay... you lied... its not okay and you care more about your girlfriend than anyone or anything else....
this is the dumbest holiday and christmas isnt gonna be any better..... thats the day i will sleep forever because i dont want to wake up and face this so called "family" its pathetic.. i have no true friends.... i have friends online.. but none in person that are true.. fuck......
screw people altogether. everyones meant to be alone.
i mean c'mon sitting at a table by yourself because theres no room for you at the real dinner table.. that sure makes a person want to eat right... i was more into my book than i was you guys... probably because the only thing stopping me from crying right there was my book... then you come here.. and drop everything next to me and go to the living room and i walk by to notice you crying..... i remember you told me everything was gonna be okay... you lied... its not okay and you care more about your girlfriend than anyone or anything else....
this is the dumbest holiday and christmas isnt gonna be any better..... thats the day i will sleep forever because i dont want to wake up and face this so called "family" its pathetic.. i have no true friends.... i have friends online.. but none in person that are true.. fuck......
screw people altogether. everyones meant to be alone.