fuck me, touch me, love me, leave me.
After months of avoiding any kind of serious conversations, they all come at once. I'm stuck between them, getting no answers, just more questions. All questions I have no answer for.
I have my GED now.
My mother knows and accepts that I smoke.
I don't feel like I'm living my own life. I feel like I want to ask for help. But I don't know what I need help with. I'm realizing how many times I've been so stupid that I change my life, usually in a negative way. but I'm to caught up with myself at the time to notice it. I've been taking sleeping pills. I don't wake up every two hours anymore. that was making my life to long.
I have my GED now.
My mother knows and accepts that I smoke.
I don't feel like I'm living my own life. I feel like I want to ask for help. But I don't know what I need help with. I'm realizing how many times I've been so stupid that I change my life, usually in a negative way. but I'm to caught up with myself at the time to notice it. I've been taking sleeping pills. I don't wake up every two hours anymore. that was making my life to long.