Sep 22, 2005 04:47
Faliure... is something we should never have it weight us down to the past because every second that past is a present sheading it's skin... and the result is procrastination. The more I have the scales of time shead on me I try to struggle out of it and chase after the present... if I can only run faster... today I know I did run a bit faster.... I am pulling an all nighter to study for Japanese. I am going to have my teacher know why us japanese try hard!!!
At work today I was thinking about things that I try to block out of me head. I was thinking... the way I am going to caputre a picture perfect moment... this will be the moment sukura starts to lose memories of the love of his life. He starts to forget how his love looks... and he starts to fit into the world... he loses his face.
there's really nothing much to talk about... I am going to be playing the cello at switchblade... and I have a lot of homework to do... GOD!!! I enjoy keeping busy... and being busy with all those boys in school.... if only they weren't so chicken shit to ask me out to lunch...