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Chelly spent the night last night. she was part of the begining of my new life. shes like a little Party Package all in herself. i could never thank her enough for the rose and the freindship. she's one of my homegurls, i mean what can i say? i love her. so we just got togather last night and toked, chilled and talked. and then this morning we woke up around 9 theeen Wake && Bake!! ohyeah. she left around 10.
all day today i did nothing but think.nobody has faith in me, so i have to fight everyday i just put people in there place about how they think of me. i hate being back in avon, did i mention i moved back to my moms?? yeah, i did. shit went down at ElmWood Manor.. so yeah, i'm back home. i'm just getting used to it. it sucks now because i wont be able to see Josh or Laurie && Jeff almost at all anymore..i'm bummed. at least i still have my cellphone,my Life Link.
i'm not sure what is going to happen next though. i might find a job or maybe i'll just sit on my ass and smoke pot all day.. i'm not sure yet.
my mom is being real nice about the whole thing. she welcomed me back into her home.even thought its not my house, i'm allowed to live here.
i feel as if i'm invading though.
Matty and i actually had a conversation today. its nice to have my brother back. when i lived at elmwood we stopped talking, basically. i've missed my big brother.
i'm missing some people in my life right now. but i dont want to talk about it. so dont ask.
thanks for reading.
thanks for caring.
peace out.
""i guess everything is timing
i guess everything's been said
so i am coming home with an empty head""
all day today i did nothing but think.nobody has faith in me, so i have to fight everyday i just put people in there place about how they think of me. i hate being back in avon, did i mention i moved back to my moms?? yeah, i did. shit went down at ElmWood Manor.. so yeah, i'm back home. i'm just getting used to it. it sucks now because i wont be able to see Josh or Laurie && Jeff almost at all anymore..i'm bummed. at least i still have my cellphone,my Life Link.
i'm not sure what is going to happen next though. i might find a job or maybe i'll just sit on my ass and smoke pot all day.. i'm not sure yet.
my mom is being real nice about the whole thing. she welcomed me back into her home.even thought its not my house, i'm allowed to live here.
i feel as if i'm invading though.
Matty and i actually had a conversation today. its nice to have my brother back. when i lived at elmwood we stopped talking, basically. i've missed my big brother.
i'm missing some people in my life right now. but i dont want to talk about it. so dont ask.
thanks for reading.
thanks for caring.
peace out.
""i guess everything is timing
i guess everything's been said
so i am coming home with an empty head""